Monday, September 27, 2004

Triangle Pixels

Ok all I've had this idea floating around for a week or two, and like it, almost all pictures on the computer are made up of pixels, pixels are basically just squares of one color of the screen

I think that for photos we need to make a new type of pixel a triangle one

I mean think about it have you ever like zoomed in on a picture and noticed all the squares, now turn each square into a equilateral triangle and you have like twice as good of a picture

Maybe I'm work on making my own format or something, hmm

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

AP Nonsense

Hmm, thought I'd share this tidbit, I have an AP class this year

The first essay we did was suppose to be 350 - 400 words long

The day after turning it in, the teacher said they were too wordy


Truly Radical

For the past several years I have had a conflict, this conflict is which side to take or to stay neutral in life

You see there are three types of people in American society, there are those who serve themselves (the small group of elites who control the puppets), those who want to serve everyone, and those who serve neither (which are usually the victims of the ones who serve themselves)

America has lost many freedoms secretly in the last hundred years, sure they are many complaints about lose of freedoms, but usually only on the distractions, events that take place merely to take the focus off that which matters.

I believe that every system in America needs radical rebuilt, no part should come from anything existing, rather it needs to be built off the unimagables, things that have so been ironed out of our minds that we cannot even see anymore

The internet was a mistake, and one that the self-servers will pay for

A Shred of Sense

I've never been good with words, but I've always understood how the school system destroys us

I found someone who explains it quite well,

Please read it, realize who controls your life, break away

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Just an Aimless Wander

heh, I've always had messed up emotions

Something to do with all the twisting of my mind, but it's been funny lately

On Saturday I went over to Matt's, didn't think anything of it but the other people their was his gf, and then mark and kat (mark's gf), so anyways the thing turned into basically a freakin couple thing

I've never really considered myself to be a jealous person, but I was

Just the concept of having someone their for you, just like a brother only much more

I have no intention of every really having a relationship such as this, I used too, but failure taught me that I simply don't have that ability, my mind is simply too odd, too unpredictable

I can behave for a time, but after an hour or so, I just lose it, it's not a concious decision but simply inability to focus, to remeber what I should do

I am jealous of Mark and Matt, jealous at the moment, jealous of them having something that I can't quite even gasp the concept of

I usually prefer to keep my blog unpersonal, but I just simply wander, I have no real companions, I refuse to open up, to tell anyone anything real

I prefer masks, the shadow, I would rather hide in the darkness, then to try and be in the light

I claim I take risks, and I do, but not the right sort, I'm a coward, I'm afraid that if I allow someone to truely know me, that then I would have something to lose, that relationship

and I hate losing.